I'm in the process of a major deletion of deviations in my gallery. Since I haven't had much time to devote to art and my camera has been having a lot of problems over the past couple of months, I've been really scrutinizing the art I've created up to this point. I'm finding myself very unsatisfied. I don't feel like any of the work I've done reflects who I am anymore. I'm not happy with my style and I feel like I'm stuck on a plateau that is starting to deteriorate altogether.

I can't wait for my winter break to start because I'll have over a month in which I won't have to think about St. Augustine's argument for free will or writing a paper on the pre-existing religions Buddhism had to deal with upon arriving in China. Maybe I'll explore new mediums or really heavily researching new settings to photograph. I don't know. The whole thing just has me really depressed and I'm starting to hate everything I've made up until now. I desperately need a new direction, but have no real idea of where to start . . .

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My snow cat, Loki! Stamp by *TaylorSaville